why

is it human nature to strike out at those we hold dear most?
is it human nature to hurt them the way we feel they've hurt us?

what do you do when you realize you're no better right to do so?
that you've done things you said you wouldn't do.
that you've said things just as hurtful,and been even more mean.

i'm sorry.
for what its worth,i really am.

i don't know if i can do without you.
seems so easy when i'm angry but that fades away pretty fast.
and what lingers is that nagging doubt that you most probably wont even miss me like i want you to.
but i will.