the answer to all lifes' questions

g.o.o.g.l.e

hey I'm also a proud member of the Facebook group Wikipedia helped me through medical school.

oi believe me la I have a crystal ball!
hows that for enlightment?
hahahaa.

The Day Its Official

Today is the angkat sumpah ceremony.
In 7 or so hours, I'll stand up in my white shirt, black skirt and shiny white coat,
and say:

I swear to fulfill, to the best of my ability and judgment, this covenant:

I will respect the hard-won scientific gains of those physicians in whose steps I walk, and gladly share such knowledge as is mine with those who are to follow.

I will apply, for the benefit of the sick, all measures [that] are required, avoiding those twin traps of overtreatment and therapeutic nihilism.

I will remember that there is art to medicine as well as science, and that warmth, sympathy, and understanding may outweigh the surgeon's knife or the chemist's drug.

I will not be ashamed to say "I know not," nor will I fail to call in my colleagues when the skills of another are needed for a patient's recovery.

I will respect the privacy of my patients, for their problems are not disclosed to me that the world may know. Most especially must I tread with care in matters of life and death. If it is given me to save a life, all thanks. But it may also be within my power to take a life; this awesome responsibility must be faced with great humbleness and awareness of my own frailty. Above all, I must not play at God.

I will remember that I do not treat a fever chart, a cancerous growth, but a sick human being, whose illness may affect the person's family and economic stability. My responsibility includes these related problems, if I am to care adequately for the sick.

I will prevent disease whenever I can, for prevention is preferable to cure.

I will remember that I remain a member of society, with special obligations to all my fellow human beings, those sound of mind and body as well as the infirm.

If I do not violate this oath, may I enjoy life and art, respected while I live and remembered with affection thereafter. May I always act so as to preserve the finest traditions of my calling and may I long experience the joy of healing those who seek my help.

Above all, do no harm.

The whole thing may seems pretty pointless I suppose. Why bother dressing up and standing in lines to recite stuff inspired by some kooky guy in a toga centuries ago?
I like the idea though, its very quaint.
Like an induction ceremony to join some sort of cool secret society.
I think it serves as a good wake up call and farewell ceremony to the theory years too.

After all, after this its all work and no fun.

Crap, I'm scared.

The Day is 13th April 2009.

6 days from today.

*Lifts imaginary champagne glass in the air*
Here's to hoping I will never forget its worth it.

Rainbow Republic Rocks

WE DID IT !!
number one baby.
berkat kaki emas Pong, we didn't even have to do a rematch.
alaaaaaa.
i wish we could still play together next year=(

this win is dedicated to Payal, Qilah, Nani.
next year korang dah balik mesia!!


always remember this.

ps: Atikah Pong Aisya K.Jim kite dah kira veteran ni.Patut ke kite offer services kite kepada team lain?Hahahaa. Ok team berminat sila contact our manager, Balvin.

Malam Sabtu

I shall be celebrating Earth Hour early!!
7pm I shall switch off all my lights!

And go BBQ by candlelight!
x sabaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar=)



lesson of the day : always LOOK behind you before saying hi. no, i do not forget and forgive.

My Hippocratic Oath

Its 3am and its raining outside.
Been browsing through my entries after a verrrry flattering comment(Thanks babe yes I remember u) and discovered its rather memalukan that I haven't really written anything with much substance for a while.

Janji koas postponed lagi!
I'm irritated by the fact that I could have seized this opportunity and gone back Malaysia. But there's no denying that pleasant feeling when I realize I get another week to bum around instead of freaking out about the future.
Everything I've learned or tried to in these last 4years will be put to the test.
My resolve, my endurance, my faith in myself will probably be strained and bent.
I'll be bullied, called names, embarrassed, humiliated.
THAT I am sure I can take.
Its the stuff they don't tell you that worries me.
How hard will it be to sleep at night after I watch someone lose their child?
How hard will it be not to cry when I tell someone there's nothing left we can do?
How hard will the guilt be when I realize so many have it so bad?
Will I be able to live with myself if I make a fatal mistake?
Will I be able to live with myself if I find out I can't take it?

Guess its a good time to remember why I wanted all this.

To give everybody that second chance,
To witness little everyday miracles,
To stare death in the face and not flinch,
To witness humanity at every turn,
To learn of life from every possible side,
To live for somebody else.

I pray I have the will and strength to finish what I started.
I want to be remembered, not just by the people I know, but also by strangers whose lives I was able to touch in some remote small way.
I want to be significant, not shouted from the rooftops, not set in stone or carved in steel, but in the tender whisper of a mother to her newborn son, the extended lease on an ailing father's final months, the reason a smoker quits.
That shall be my mark on the world.

AMIN.

*reedited this from my friendster blog. Seems awfully poyo the 1st time i reread it but decided that it shall be like my personal Hippocratic oath.Which means the poyoness is totally acceptable!

Play Ball!

Its the last year we get to play together.
Lets make it our exit a glorious one ok Rainbows?

Today

and DUTA AKHDIYAT MODJO
lead singer of Sheila on 7
aka the love of my life,
aka my reason for being in Jogja,
aka my number one obsession since high school,




wished me Happy Birthday!!
ok.
so can die now.


thank you so much Aidajoe sebab call aku, Balvin yang same2 lari keluar dari Happy Puppy, Hari sebab kau tukang amek gambar.
Here's more pictures of me and Duta coz I'm a shameless stalker slut like that yo!




*gambar futsal aku terpakse sacrifice sebab ramai yang 1st time jumpe die kan. Kesian tengok dieorg jakun. Hahahaha.

OK ONE MORE TIME FOR EMPHASIS!

Have YOU been wished happy birthday by a celebrity you absofcuklutely adore?
who shook you hand looked into your eyes and smiled so comel-ly?

SUCK IT, biatch.
wahahahahaaahahahahaaaa.